Right. I am amazeD @@
And I am amazed that I could still be AMAZED by myself.
Suppose to work on proposal, and here I am, revising and updating my blog as if it is DSM-V rushing for its publication :P
On a good side, at least I understand I should never quit my job and be a stay-home writer, if ever I were to write something or suddenly decided to be a writer :)
蓝海.朝阳.星星.静-夜.温馨 －站起来，就有明天了－
Photo Gallery^^
Sunday, 24 February 2013
saVe the saFe
"You may be an idiot.
But calling yourself one doesn't make you not like an idiot, and nothing changes. "
Second time could hardly open the eyes.
Felt like they have been soaked in formalin the night before.
When Safe put those preserved eyes back, she sees nothing but nihilism.
The world has lost its words, system crashed. Good and bad jumble like they have never jumbled before.
Those eyes that experienced and witnessed partial body cell's death see no color. Not surprising.
But what is surprising, is that they are incapable even to see black, and white.
B.L.I.N.D.
Safe finally understands. You could preserve something that has rotten with the best preservative ever, but you couldn't defeat its nature of turning bad, worse, worst, and cease existing.
You don't need to understand the nature's rule and way of working.
Acceptance is the key.
Losing the soul's window doesn't make anyone an idiot.
Calling yourself one, and hence acting like one does.
SaVe the saFe, because life moves on :)
But calling yourself one doesn't make you not like an idiot, and nothing changes. "
Second time could hardly open the eyes.
Felt like they have been soaked in formalin the night before.
When Safe put those preserved eyes back, she sees nothing but nihilism.
The world has lost its words, system crashed. Good and bad jumble like they have never jumbled before.
Those eyes that experienced and witnessed partial body cell's death see no color. Not surprising.
But what is surprising, is that they are incapable even to see black, and white.
B.L.I.N.D.
Safe finally understands. You could preserve something that has rotten with the best preservative ever, but you couldn't defeat its nature of turning bad, worse, worst, and cease existing.
You don't need to understand the nature's rule and way of working.
Acceptance is the key.
Losing the soul's window doesn't make anyone an idiot.
Calling yourself one, and hence acting like one does.
SaVe the saFe, because life moves on :)
Tuesday, 12 February 2013
Tuesday, 5 February 2013
Love Laceration
Continue reading is like bursting the blisters, one by one, while letting the plasma and blood ooze. Felt the waves of pain, but you just have to. And yes. I have to continue reading, because it is a literature review.
It wasn't me. Nor my close others.
It wasn't even happened this year.
And yet, I managed to miraculously observed the 5 stages of grief within myself. Not yet done. Imma depressed.
Like Dr. Cameron in House MD says, when a good person dies, this should leave an impact to the world
Got it.
You are always part of my growing trajectory. And..sorry. Maybe I am still immature to deal with loss professionally. And I wish to say I wish you good and peaceful :)
Monday, 4 February 2013
Metta
감사합니다^^
One second close to ranting hawtttttttt in fb.
A thought struck.
I felt the heat.
That means I am free from CIPA. My receptors are working fine.
Understanding the positive side amid chronic illness and try to find the meaning in life= benefit finding
Appreciating the unseen positive side amid unpleasant condition that aint health threatening= gratitude :)
And with gratitude, can go so far^^~ a backpacking trip to the lil' journey of appreciation :)
A thought struck.
I felt the heat.
That means I am free from CIPA. My receptors are working fine.
Understanding the positive side amid chronic illness and try to find the meaning in life= benefit finding
Appreciating the unseen positive side amid unpleasant condition that aint health threatening= gratitude :)
And with gratitude, can go so far^^~ a backpacking trip to the lil' journey of appreciation :)
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| 花凋，花谢。虽不完整，但仍感激所呈现的美~ |
Sunday, 3 February 2013
Thinking Cap
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| Live by 0.01 ^^ Thinking cap mode On~ Woopsie :P Guess what ;) Hair is straight due to over-thinking :D |
Talked to the cashier and got this realization popped up suddenly after being consulted ^^ always love this "pop-ups cookies" that turned my self-philosophizing and self-preaching mode on ;))
* Love is opening your heart to accept someone different from us, and the difference is not accounted by Fat lies. Yes FAT LIES. precisely how it means. Not White lies. Period ;) *
Metta to the cashier~
May you be free from danger and physical, psychological harm ^^
轻轻，真诚地爱；举足轻重地重量~
爱，在累了的时候，总是背着我们走一段很远的路，看到许多不一样的风景，感受着从未感受过的感觉。
爱，也让一首歌变得很生动，很人性，很触动。迷恋一首歌，因为，这首歌源自于爱，演唱者充满爱~
我想，该对自己祈求的，不是一个亲爱的谁，而是拥有悸动人心的爱，没有条件的束缚，很爱的爱~^^
爱，让很平凡的事，变得很不平凡，很美~~
爱，也让一首歌变得很生动，很人性，很触动。迷恋一首歌，因为，这首歌源自于爱，演唱者充满爱~
我想，该对自己祈求的，不是一个亲爱的谁，而是拥有悸动人心的爱，没有条件的束缚，很爱的爱~^^
爱，让很平凡的事，变得很不平凡，很美~~
Saturday, 2 February 2013
Random Mojo at 3 ;)
Good morning world ^^
Yen in the house (rock & roll movements~yoyoyo~~) :D
Ok. Have to clarify that i am not high on any sort. coffee makes me sleep nowadays so i literally cross it out of my life after its utilitarian value gone :P not much of hedonism from coffee :D switched taste to tea nowadays ^^ noticed myself paying attention to the variation of teas in New Zealand ice-cream :))
On the other tone...
Am supposed to be over-dosing with studies on the going-to-be-dealt soon literature review.
Instead, did everything..did wasnt even closed to the review (please professor can i rant on students' qol instead :D nah nah joke*)
Thinking to snip my hair by CNY^^
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| *with fringe and hunnie-bunnie sweet <3~ love me and baby's looks here :D |
and some random updates to culminate my super random vocab choice, post, and whatever this is happening here, in this post. i think the lateness of night has kicked in and oh yeah..i am intoxicated by melatonin zzzzzzz
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| *this means war XD nyahaha not exam. just papers I have read for thesis :) actually felt like uni student when i looked at the pile :P understandable if super low, clinical level scores on conscientiousness :D |
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| *christmas pressie from mommy^^ hearty bunnie asking for huggies ~ <3 awwww~~ |
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| *new member to the family- baby choppa ^^ |
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| *like finally after scavenging for gil-goyangi high and low in Korea and now spotted in Malaysia!^^ recognize this cute meow ;)) from Secret Garden, Gil RaIm's cat ^^ <3 |
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| *Finally, picture of me w/o fringe ^^ somehow i look nice both with and w/o :D but choose to cut coz elders think that it is not so good to have something covering in front of forehead :P somemore CNY OK~ imma satisfied ^^ oyasumi world :)) <3 |
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