总是有寂寞在敲门的时候。
总是想起以前的点点滴滴。
总是认为，拥有的事煎熬，失去了，才知道，是自己把窗口给关了，却埋怨为何没有出口。

原来真的是过去了。
多少的藕断丝连，多少的不舍，多少的心痛，多少没有说出口的话，
也只能淡淡地随风而逝。

微笑，是目前能够做的。
什么都别管了，因为，不绝于耳的，不是有多天花乱坠的甜言蜜语，而是一直静止不了的心声

Daddy called for 2 consecutive days.
For the first time, I merajuk because it was not the right time yet.
Then he called for the second time and sent the earliest, fresh birthday wish <3
Thank you daddy :)
Cant remember how many years went on without having the chance to call for wishing you happy birthday and happy father's day :)
When I was young, I drew cards, made gifts, bought note pads, oreo for you and mommy.
I didnt recognize the meaning back then. I just want you and mommy to feel happy.

Thanks daddy^^
You have always been a sport, a pillar, my psychologist, my mentor, my everything :)
Thank you- daddy and mommy, for bringing me into this world :)
I stumbled and fumbled.
And thank Buddha I came to a path that helps me recognize, no matter what happens, your love for me is always there, no matter what happens ^^

Love you dad^^
Love you mom^^
You guys are the best parents i could ever ask for :)
Like Morrie said, love conquers all ~ no matter what happens, love, conquers all :)

18 january^^

is gonna be pretty hectic today, yet went out and "froze"- if chilling off is like mild case ;)
however decided to blog about today ^^

was half dead- of course, wall e always has a belief: if you are late for class and you rush, there gone for the day.
might miss breakfast, nice shower, leave things behind, sit in the class hot and bothered, rapid heartbeat yet not due to adrenaline rush but a sign of exhaustion...
that was what happened this morning.
the lazed-for-a-while became opening eyes slowly, thinking confidently it was 10+ in the morning ended up 11+, thereby the rush, missed theme day, sat at the LAST row in class, couldnt really see what was on the slides, confused, and mood was fluctuating ><

but things turned out so nice in the evening^^
cousie asked me out for dinner in sushi king, and knowing i was running out of money, she generously offered to belanja me, and even a nice ice-cream like dessert in honeymoon~^^ <3

on the way to grab mocha met classmates walking around with two big signs hanging on their necks: today is my 21st birthday, please give me 50cents XD
omb!! so sporting of them <3 i love seeing them sporting and laughing and funny around^^
this is so university life <3 sorry i didnt turn up dear JunLi and Sharon- both january babies^^
wallet was going on diet instead of me :p

have a nice evening today^^
thanks so much to my cousin and coursemates^^
really love you guys :)
and now, of to nerd ;)

sealed, with huggies and gratitude ~ <3 ^^