爱

别自怨自艾说没人爱...


为什么要依赖别人给的关心与爱？


有个字，叫自爱。


如果这个都不懂，别人就算爱了你，你也不会觉得被爱，不是吗？

^^ me~

something that lies within our hearts ever since we are born-- and it is inborn-
we are born to love and help^^
there is no such thing as do not know how to love, or bystander...

all comes down to whether it is being unlocked~^^

*my thought^^

~Silence soars, because Heart speaks^^~

Date:18th January, 19th January, 2011 ^^

Just Heart Work babe^^*~

Heart series # 1

front view*

zoom in view*

back view- a brooch*

sparkling loves, and stars in jar^^*

Heart series #2

Heart series #3

side view*

front view*

view from top*

blink blink star in blooming season ^^*

ocean blue quill to jot down daily lil'dots until they become a journey ^^*

back view*

building blocks= hearts^^*

Nicely tie this post with heart series #2 and #3^^~

Sequins ^^

This year is gonna be different...i told myself. 

Things look and feel different when for the first time, family is out of the story. 

When family is out of the story, differences made by their mere presences turns out to be another difference that needs adaptation. 

So in short, that means singing birthday song with grandpa and mom and aunt and uncle and cousins, getting presents from them, eating red-colored eggs, having nicely prepared dinner...well they are there, just need to ransack my memory folder and play them, again and again...

And suddenly i realize i am making myself pathetic > <

Mommy always tell me, life is about transitions, and whatever you yearn for now might be different from the one in future. Therefore it is always wise to not leach yourself to one particular aspect of life. 

Guess it is time for me to realize-- it is not dooms day when you simply do something different!

I kinda' like it a lot^^ ~ to have my birthday celebrated with friends^^

Feel remembered, feel being cared, and feel special^^=

A weird hobby of mine-- kinda don't really tell people when is my birthday unless being probed @@

Psychology friends had hard time figuring out..not to mention probing :P not until they saw my IC..ohhh~

(PS: my another weird hobby--i don't usually put birthday date on social networks :p exceptional case-- when i am not very good in editing personal info, etc.)

Some sweet messages that I got from dear friends^^ They just remember^^ and the fact that they just remember, without any reminder from social networks-- that just shows they care for you^^ 

and most probably keep revising your birthday date until it is stuck firmly in memory, together with academic jargons and tonnes of screaming journals titles, names, etc > <

why said so? 

because if you don't revise something, most probably the info heard is so gonna be like masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan XD coz the pathway Decays :P

Below are the birthday sequins~ each overloaded with wishes^^ and together, they light up my 22nd birthday ^^ blink blink^^~~~

1. The gan-cheong master-- JYao

他很可爱地从五天前就帮我倒数~谢谢^^ 

倒数五天哦~~~^_^~~

*january 14 at 12:36am

12 more hour^^ hehex~

*yesterday at 12:44pm

继续倒数~~~7个小时35分钟~

*yesterday at 4:25pm

 

生日快乐啊~~
祝你念念有今日~岁岁有今朝~
要天天开心哦~
你的庆祝和礼物~就留到你回来马来西亚位置吧^^
嘻嘻~
要好好过每一天~
等你回来=p
加油！！

*23 hours ago 

2. Hoodie puller, Dr. Eyelash spokesperson-- JihooPiseth

Happy Birthday to u Shine!!! All d best in things come to u!! Prettier cuter smarter cleverer n more popular!! Wish u successful in everything dat ur doing!!! ehehehehehehe it is really nice to no u!!!
*yesterday at 8:38pm


3. My psych bestie, Ee Min Ho die-hard lover-- Patricia~
Check your inbox please.. hehekz..
Happy birthday~~!!

*23 hours ago

Inbox message:^^ (sorry sayang :P it is really nice that i wanna share it^^) dun worry will cite you^^*

Happy Birthday to my dearest bestie, ROYCE aka Tan Wan Yen~~!! ♥ Here is something for you. Hope you like it. I cannot post it at your wall coz its too long :P

***************************
Hari berganti hari,
Sekian lama aku menanti kedatanganmu,
Menjejak semula ke tanah air dan menanti saat kita bertemu semula,
Duniaku tidak seindah dahulu ketika kau berada di sisi,
Kegelapan menyelubungi atmosfera duniaku,
Namun kau tak pernah jemu dan mengalah dalam persabahatan kita,

Jauh dimata dekat dihati,
Bergunung kerinduan hingga robohnya benteng keegoan menahan sebak di dada,
Kini aku hanya dapat menatapi wajahmu melalui gerbang teknologi,
Mungkin kau bahgia disana,
Mungkin aku terlalu menjauhi diri,
Sehinggakan wujudnya perasaan yang meracuni pemikiran kita,
Tetapi percayalah wahai sahabatku yang sejati,
Aku sayangkan dirimu seperti kita bersaudara,

Selamat hari lahir yang ke-22 sahabatku, Royce.,
Moga-moga tahun ini membawa erti yang bermakna buatmu,
Dengan itu aku akhiri penulisanku dengan menyatakan aku adalah Cutie.. hehe..
Seorang insan yang sweet dan comel selalu,
Itulah AKU, sahabatmu dan jua your bestie..

-Feza-

Happy birthday to you,
you are born in the zoo,
with my gee2 and your bunny,
happy birthday to you...

WWWeeeeeeEEeeeeEEeeee~~!! ♥ ♥ ♥

*23 hours ago

(aaa patricia^^~~~~ so cuteeee~~ cant wait to teach your gigi swim^^)

4. Buddy~

Happy birthday..:)

*23 hours ago

and he drew me a real nice picture^^ with my favourites in ^^ 

even though it is not tangible, but thanks a lot buddy^^ 

ur drawing reminds me of you busy with your pens and papers during borin' lessons XD (the we-know-what subject  ;)

5. Class rep for batch 10-- Ryan

Testing ppl ar u! Nvr put birthday information O.o Happy Birthday :D

*22 hours ago

6. Jason

Happy Happy Birthday!!

*22 hours ago

7. Sue May

Heyhey Happy Birthday! =D

* 22 hours ago

8. YuanRu

HAPPY BIRTHDAY^_^

* 22 hours ago

9. CHLi

happy birthday shine! :D

* 22 hours ago

10. EvelynDoremi~^^

Wishing you many Happy returns of the day ^^

* 15 hours ago

11. LYen

happy birthday~
still the same words, always take gd care of yourself.
all the best and enjoy ur big day~~~

* 14 hours ago

12. WKuan

my dear, hapi 21st..

* 12 hours ago

13. JoJo Scissors^^

MAMMY AH!!!! I'm so sorry ytd I'm so damn blur T_T I meant to wish you happy birthday wan but then after talking bout the thing yesterday, it slipped my mind. I wish you a very happy birthday, and thanks for giving Sunshine in my life ^^ MUAKX!

* 12 hours ago

14. MeiMiaow~

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday ~♥♥
shine shine shine keep your =) spirit
happy happy stay happy everyday
♥

* 11 hours ago

15. SHa~霞

Happy bday my dear!! ♥

*1 hour ago

16. Fan凡

Ehh.. Forgot your birthday ah? My facebook bday system is missing T_T
Happy birthday anyways =D

*1 hour ago

17. Mudster

its ur birthday?ahh..facebook got prob de.never show ><
anyways.Happy birthDay ya:D

*1 hour ago

Huggiess for all the sweet wishes^^*